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You can Clearly Identify the “Cunning and Baffling” behind your addiction.
Which in turn helps you recognize patterns of behavior and threats of relapse.
Know your enemy. Know your addict….know yourself. Love your enemy, Love your addict, Love yourself.
Addiction Cunning & Baffling Indeed
THE BAFFLING PART OF ADDICTION EXPLAINED. How does an emotional pain morph into spiritual blindness and darkness that would cause a man to self destruct?
Clearing up the EMOTIONAL wreckage of the past makes us less vulnerable to actions of fear and hurt toward self and others. Confessing our greatest fear(s) DOES render them powerless over us. In this sense we ARE as sick as our secrets. Shame is the leverage of darkness. Yet “shame” is something humans seldom want to explore within themselves to irrigate it with light. Why?
Because we are taught to never allow ourselves to be vulnerable. The deception is that if we expose our fear to the light people will use it against us. However it’s not the people that we need to be concerned with when it comes to fear. But rather the leverage of spiritual darkness in high places who exploit unconfessed shame. Every fourth step should include a shame and fear list that needs spoken out loud. The fear list should be repeated until it becomes a way of life to expose shame and fear to the light.
If you like this you may like Laura’s book “Paradise for the Hellbound”. It is not a typical Biblical text. And the book is not bent on social status quos. Read it free: https://www.recoveryfarmhouse.net/paradise-for-the-hellbound/
When Sobriety Becomes a Way of Life
What is addiction?
Addiction is not a Disease, but rather it is a spiritual malady and force of habit. It is a poor self image and the presence of a broken heart. Our heart can be healed and our habits can be changes. We won’t relapse if we take the time to respect ourselves enough to realize not only did we hurt others but others hurt us deeply. The certainly taught us as children that we were inferior and bad. So we spent the rest of our days trying to prove that it wasn’t true while our own hearts believed that it was.
We Addicts Are Programmed to Demoralize One Another
Disclaimer: This article holds nothing back. It is not a blame game but rather has identified common reasons for addiction. Taking responsibility for our healing and recovery is still imperative to our emotional health. But for those who do find addiction “cunning and baffling” this explains common causes. If you want solutions they are all over this website but clearly this article is not solution oriented. See The Cure: https://www.recoveryfarmhouse.net/addiction-is-no-longer-baffling-to-me-and-many-others/
We Addicts have been conditioned to demoralize one another.
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“Pitiful and Incomprehensible Demoralization”
Article written by Jobaly Timerivess 6-6-06
Bill W. scribed the term to us “pitiful and incomprehensible demoralization”.
Oh Mr. Wilson! Yea for art thou a colorful writer to stretch your mind around such an appropriate and relate-able term as “Pitiful and Incomprehensible Demoralization”. Oh how you must have suffered to feel these heinous words rushing through your blood and soul!
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Suboxone Maker’s Criminal Scam to Profit off Suffering Heroin Addicts
Suboxone Creator’s Shocking Scheme to Profit Off of Heroin Addicts
The company behind America’s most popular drug to treat addicts actually claimed its pills could kill kids to get a new patent and $1 billion.
Reckitt Benckiser’s patent for its opiate-treatment drug Suboxone expired, opening the gates for cheaper generic versions of the medication to hit the market. At stake was the loss of the company’s 85 percent hold on the market for medication-assisted treatment, which was booming thanks to the growing opiate epidemic. Hundreds of millions stood to be lost from the patent’s expiration.
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Accept the Human Condition of Fear
And Begin To Heal from Shame & Repressed Fear of who we are.
We have a choice to make today toward our fellows posts and in meetings. We either search our psyche & heart to RELATE to what they are saying and promote healing, OR we take out our RED PEN and GRADE their share as if we are the disgruntled school master and the share was written by the bully of our classroom whom we want to hurt because we were so badly hurt. Or worse, he made us look inferior we perceive. And finally if someone posts something we don’t agree with we must DEFEND
IS GOOGLE BEING BULLIED BY THE CHINESE TO CENSOR AMERICANS?
Is Google on our side? Do we have good reason to Love Google? Or are we deceived? More will be revealed, and more to come
I am watching to see as my most informative Youtube channels of truth seekers are systematically deleted. Lets hope Info-wars reports are wrong about this and that Google does have our best interest at heart as I hope to believe.
Mike Adams’, The Health Ranger YouTube channel has been terminated.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCAZa…
Hughesnet Satellite Internet Sucks
I have been a Hughes*net customer for over 10 years. My Internet plan started at about $35 a month for 100G of usage. When I got the Gen 4 receiver I was FINALLY able to stream YouTube videos without a bunch of buffering about two years ago. Then suddenly my internet service sucked again. I was up to paying over $100 a month for internet that won’t even stream a Youtube video.
Fast forward…I called H.N. and they sent a worker out who went on the roof for about 2 minutes and said everything was fine and I was “getting what H.N. had promised me”. Slow internet that is pretty much worthless except to be compared to ancient dial up. They charged me $200 for his 2 minutes of work. He showed up after dark and didn’t even have a flashlight.
So H.N. says to me “GET GEN 5 then it will work again”. Pay another $25 a month. So my bill is up to $125 a month for the same 50/50g. I can’t stream videos.
Hughesnot workers says to me: ” it’s all your fault because you have 4 devices in the house. It doesn’t matter that they are turned off, they are sucking all your data.”
We have the traditional wifi and one phone each plus one smart tv not hooked to the internet. But the nice man informed me that even though they are not being used, that’s why I can’t download a you tube videos to watch without major buffering ALL THE TIME.
Thank you sir I am so glad you cleared that up for me. So thanks to HughesNUT and all their wisdom I now know that just because I pay $125 a month I am so bad for having 4 devices in my house that my great and reliable internet that is worth the money doesn’t work because it’s ….wait for it…MY FAULT.
I think I probably should be punished for my behavior don’t you? Gee…my direct TV doesn’t buffer. They seem to be able to get satellite signal good enough for a movie to play.
FUCK YOU HUGHES NET FOR YOUR MANIPULATIVE AND CONDESCENDING INSINUATIONS. FUCK YOU HUGHES-NET FOR YOUR EXCUSES FOR SHITTY DOWNGRADED FUCKED UP EXPENSIVE INTERNET THAT SUCKS.
The Disease Concept is a Sham You CAN Recover
If you have the cajonies to look at your life with clarity and truth.
War for profit shows the mentality of the men and women who rule the Earth and what they are concerned with primarily. We are roaches to many of them. And our self
esteem/ADDICTION problems are directly related to the indoctrination we suffered in schools, and our parents endured as well in the U.S. Does this mean we don’t do a personal
inventory? Hell no! It means we need to see the big picture of why our lives really went south and what was behind it. TV, education, poison foods, all part of our slave
mentality indoctrination. We were DEMORALIZED WAY BEFORE WE COMMITTED OUR FIRST WRONG to others. Credit where credit is due. THERE IS NO DISEASE OF ADDICTION. DRUGS WERE OUR
ATTEMPT AT A SOLUTION TO THE PAIN WE HID DEEP INSIDE US FOR SO LONG.
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